By: Hogga
In the past year I’ve been writing articles about changes I think I want to make and my plans for my future. I’ve confessed how I don’t want to do this anymore or I want to do that… But I’m constantly questioning my decisions and changing my mind – fighting with myself internally.
This follows along the lines of my last article about being flakey and unable to make decisions. It’s not like I enjoy being indecisive, in fact, it tears me up inside (or at least it used to).
FUCK.
Buh?
Stop right there crazies, I won’t let you rule my mind anymore. I tell my own brain this and I’m telling others out there like me, to just stop. I came to the conclusion I don’t need to decide my whole life today and neither do you. I don’t know what I will feel tomorrow, it might change in an instant and I just need to ride the wave. All we can attempt to do is things that make us happy. Sometimes good things take work too, so bring it on.
“Awesome things in life come SOOOO easy”. Said no one, ever.
Wake up and try to make the best of your day, no matter what country you’re in and no matter who you’re surrounded by.
Be the best person you can be. “Kill your heroes and fly” (an Awolnation song told me this and I listen to everything songs tell me to do).
OK. Was all that hippie shit touchy feely enough for you? It’s like porn for your mind!
I live in Toronto for now. I rent a house with 2 dudes in an awesome area and have great times with some wicked hommies. I work out, work, draw, go on random walks and drink lots of coffee. I’m working hard on myself and my business and enjoying the moment, it’s all I can do for now.
(Enjoying it until it gets super cold here in Canada, suck a nut Mother Nature).
The new roommies from the Canadian TV show Chefs Run Wild
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I know exactly what you mean about internal conflict in your brain. On some days it feels like a war zone in my head. But your right all you can do is do what you think is best for you right now and live in the present and everything will sort it self out 😀
I don’t give a shit what you do (see I do swear, just not on my Twitter 🙂 ) just don’t change. You are too f’ing cool. (That word’s a little to much for my sensitive disposition…) 🙂
I’m so proud of you.
It seems that “enjoy the moment and live for today” is such a simple lesson, but one that I am never able to actually put into practice. Probably because I am currently living in the UK against my will and the rain makes me cynical and grumpy (and it rains EVERY FUCKING DAY). That said, I do believe that things work themselves out eventually, and riding the wave (or drowning in the cold rain) will eventually lead me to a happy existence elsewhere (preferably where the sun shines).
Side note: “Porn For Your Mind” would be a great blog. It could be the web version of “The Secret”, except funny.
I’m going to buy that domain now.
Don’t be so hard on yourself boobalicious – you’re awesome as you are and when you stop trying to think about it all, the answer will start appearing (as I’m now finding out). If you’re happy then ride with it for the moment and stop tormenting yourself on what you ‘should’ be doing 🙂
You should do the same!
I hate you and all your decisions.
Good on you Hogga… possibly the greatest decision you have ever made! Although I must admit the title of this article got me a little excited… and I may have clicked on it way too quickly…
HAHA I know… I need to tone that down.
I used to be indecisive but now I’m not so sure.
(Sorry, bad joke but I like it.)
Best of luck no matter what you decide Hogga. You come first for all your decisions. And hey, if you hang up the rucksack for a while you can always pick it up later. Don’t live a life full of regrets.
That was an amazing joke and your words are wise.
Sometimes the best decision in life, is the decision not to make any decisions. And just home-brew some rum instead. This blog makes me happy, now I know I’m not the only one xxx
You wanna make out or something?